if this is the end Mind and Spirit Dylan is cursed with an

Dylan is cursed with an abnormality transforming him into a fully-grown man whenever he gets angry

Interspersed with illicit affairs

and usually with his stepdad

Paul Seden’s evocative and timeless imagery underpin a powerful story and captures the heartache of dealing with missing a parent

if this is the end Mind and Spirit Dylan is cursed with anA fearless and honest exploration of queer First Nations identity, and a vibrant celebration of imperfection and personal growth, if this is the end is a stunning exploration of what it means to work through childhood trauma and love yourself in the present. In a state of post pandemic recovery, the author travels back to his hometown and grapples with all that comes with it, experiences the thrills of relationship drama and serious queer romance,